St. Augustine was known for his soul searching and his desire for authenticity. His book, "The Confessions of St. Augustine is introspective and honest. It is raw and unfiltered honesty flowing from an early church Father. Having published it in today's environment he would probably not be allowed in ministry for his honesty and sinfulness. The only other book with any similarity is "The Seven Story Mountain" by Thomas Merton. The two works have been compared favorably. This is a poem of Augustine that reflects the spirit of his own heart in order to connect with his creator and saviour. Read this and reflect on your own quest toward authenticity and uncovering your true self. Learn from this example of self-reflection and honest desire for God. The point of all of this is not to focus on the bad, but rather the grace that you and I and Augustine experience as we come into union with Abba, Father.
St. Augustine's Prayer
Lord Jesus, let me know myself and know You,
And desire nothing save only You.
Let me hate myself and love You.Let me do everything for the sake of You.
Amen.
—St. Augustine of Hippo